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March 14, 2017

trash riot.

Hi, it's Lexa. I'm back and blogging again.

I think I may have mentioned this before, but in 2014 I was diagnosed with Ovarian Cancer, and shortly afterwards I revamped the blog from "Toy Tanks & Chinese Firecrackers" to "Love Lexa." I really wanted to make it about all the things I love so much—art, collage, photography, design, music, food and film—just to name a few. But then the the unexpected happened—I got a new job, I was diagnosed with cancer again and managing a blog full-time just became too much.
After shuttering it for a few months, I was again diagnosed with cancer and this time had to go on disability. I thought the blog would keep me occupied while I rested most days, but the chemo was so draining. On the stronger types of chemo, it's difficult to even watch a movie or read a book. I often resorted to watching sitcoms and SNL sketches. It's all I have the attention span for. Again, I bid the blog good-bye.

And then just this week, that little flicker came back—how much I love scouring the internet for new art and photography and what's closest to my heart—collage. And I thought why not? What the hell? Let's give it another go.

So here we are again, back open for business. I'll just be posting at my own pace, for family and friends and the few people who love what I love as much as I love it. Without any further adieu, let's see what we're loving today...

Many moons ago, I posted a collage by Philadelphia-based artist Trash Riot. I loved it so much, I brought his work back as today's feature. I true "riot" of color, humor and on-what-planet-have-I-landed-ness—heh, heh. This is what I like to call classical collage--50's vintage photos combined with a sci-fi flair. Many throw these images together, but few do it with the artistry of Trash Riot.

Free Falling

Future Landscapes

Laissez Faire

Orbital Noise

Requiem

Skydiving
All images (c) Trash Riot

And here's a few more things to love today.

I love this article "The Final Resting Places of Seven Famous Dogs."

Via Atlas Obscura


I love this vintage film poster.


And I love this: your Song of the Day.


Have a wonderful week. I'll be back with more to love. xoL

March 9, 2015

love music.

Song of the Day: Try (Just A Little Harder), Lorraine Ellison.



Ellison was a soul singer in the 60s and 70s and recorded only a few hit records.





Her two biggest songs, Stay With Me and Try (Just a Little Bit Harder) were both covered by Janis Joplin.



Ellison left the music business to tend to her mother and died in 1983 at the age of 51 from ovarian cancer.

Janis Joplin covers Lorraine Ellison on the Dick Cavett Show


June 9, 2014

mushrooms & movies.

Hello! We're back, after another lengthy absence. As always, I have a good excuse--I had another surgery and a couple rounds of chemo that knocked me on my ass. But, as I've said before, the blog must go on.

First, I'd like to share some information about mushrooms that I've learned during my treatment. I was recently talking to a friend of a friend about my cancer, when she told me her sister had been diagnosed with Stage 4 Ovarian and had so many tumors, eight of them were inoperable.

She began taking maitake, aka hen-of-the-woods, mushrooms, in the fraction D pill form. Today she is completely cancer free and her tumors are gone. The friend-of-a-friend also informed me that the whole family takes maitake fraction D now whenever they feel any kind of illness come on.



 Maitake (Hen of the Woods) mushroom in its natural form.

It sounded too good to be true, a miracle cure. However, in doing a little googling and talking to my own oncologist, I found quite a bit of evidence to support this woman's experience. While the results are not conclusive or FDA-approved in the US, research on the benefits of maitake is positive, and my doctor gave me the OK to supplement my treatment with them.

So far, I have only tried maitake in its fraction D pill form. They are potent, stinky little things, and I hold my breath whenever I swallow them. But my doc told me they are delicious in their natural form, and I'm hoping to start cooking with them soon. You can find hen-of-the-woods mushroom at the Hollywood Farmers Market every Sunday.

I received another morsel of mushroom wisdom from my friend Olivia who told me about reishi, which also has medicinal properties. When I looked it up online, I was surprised to find that it has shown to alleviate the side effects of the exact kind of chemo I am on--Cisplatin! And if that wasn't enough of a coincidence, my friend Fran called me and asked if I needed anything while she was in Chinatown. A couple of hours later, she arrived on my doorstep with a big bag of reishi.

Too, too weird.




Reishi mushrooms look a lot like big chips of wood. I have been breaking them down in the Vitamix and boiling them into a tea with a piece of ginger. It's it a bit of work, but really good! 

OK. Now about movies. I've been watching a lot of them. First let's talk a little about Nashville. I'm kind of embarrassed to say I've never seen it before, but there you go. Maybe it was better to watch it an at age where I could appreciate it. The first Robert Altman movie I ever saw was They Player, which I remember loving. Then Short Cuts which I loved less, because I didn't think it worked to take Carver's characters out of his Washington setting and plop them in L.A. Next was Pret-a-Porter, which was rather disastrous, social commentary on a subject the commentator knew nothing about.



But Nashville is where it all started, this documentary-style of film (or maybe it was M*A*S*H*), and I found it fascinating, a lot like watching Orson Welles' films--you can still understand how revolutionary the filmmaking was at the time. At first, it felt like work to watch it, but by the highway pileup scene, I was hooked. It was mesmerizing, meandering with the camera, weaving through the cast of characters. And the music was just gorgeous.


Ronee Blakely belts one out in Nashville. Amazing. 

I also ventured out to the theaters this week to see Cold in July, a new thriller starring Michael C. Hall, Sam Shepherd and Don Johnson. A riveting, twisty-turny mystery in the first half, but unfortunately, it descends into sensational pulp in the second, with way too many plot holes for me to enjoy. But it did have wonderful atmosphere with lots of amusing late-80s touches.


Michael C. Hall and Vinessa Shaw as a small-town Texas couple.

One more film I'd like to give a nod to is Safety Not Guaranteed, which is available on Netflix streaming. This is a gem--an indie that's quirky, but not eye-rollingly so. Aubrey Plaza plays--well, Aubrey Plaza--like a dry, wisecracking, MTV's Daria come to life. Funny that her character's name is Darius. But she invests her role with emotional resonance and convinced me that she was falling in love with an oddball who may or may not have created a time machine and may or may not be completely bonkers. I really liked this one.



Aubrey Plaza and Karan Soni play investigative journalist 
interns in Safety Not Guaranteed.

I'm also excited for some upcoming films, courtesy of Last Remaining Seats, a summer series of classic movies presented in historic theaters, hosted by the Los Angeles Conservancy. I've been wanting to go for the past few summers, but these events sell out fast. Fortunately, my friend Vivian works as a docent for the Conservancy and has the scoop. It's good to have people on the inside.

On June 28, Citizen Kane is being presented at...



...the Orpheum Theater. Two showings in the afternoon and evening!



And on June 21st, we'll be seeing Back to the Future at...


...The Theater at the Ace Hotel (aka the United Artists theater) in downtown L.A. So excited to finally check this place out. (Also two showings, but both are SOLD OUT.)



Another cinematic-related note: one of my favorite Facebook pages is Entering the Movie Lobby. Lately they've been posting these sci-fi gems.



I need this hanging in my house one day.

This one, too.

And now I'd like to leave you with some beautiful photos of flowers in bloom.

Foxglove.




Jacaranda.



Peonies.



And gardenias.




That's all or now. It was great checking in with you. I hope my next absence isn't nearly as long--but I will be back--promise.



April 22, 2014

six months.

Hi there! It's so good to be back.

So, this has been one of those times when real-life, non-virtual things come up and I lose sight of the blog for a bit. Like, I started a post and (as is often the case) by the time I got around to finishing, it didn't feel relevant anymore.

But something else has happened along with the surgery from which I'm recovering. I wasn't sure whether to address it on the blog, but I've decided to do it. So here it goes: I've been diagnosed with cancer--Stage III Ovarian Cancer, to be exact.

Needless to say, having cancer and adjusting to chemotherapy puts a damper on blogging. But there's no way I'm letting it go. Nothing stops the blog. I also thought this might be a good place to add some thoughts about what I'm going through...you know--write about it--like everyone keeps telling me to.

Here's the deal. I have six months of chemotherapy--the title of this post--18 sessions, of which I have completed five. I'm not going to lie to you, readers. The past two months have been rough. The side effects have left me exhausted, nauseous and bald.


But I also want you to know life hasn't stopped. I've managed to get out and about (a little) since my diagnosis, and I would like to share some of it with you in this post. Let's take a look.

I finally got to attend a concert of the Da Camera Society's Chamber Music in Historic Sites. Courtesy of my lovely friend Vivian, we were treated to a special night at L.A.'s super private, members-only California Club. As Curbed L.A. noted in a recent post, "there is an old adage that goes 'The people who run Los Angeles belong to the Jonathan Club; the people who own Los Angeles belong to the California Club.'"


The night included a delicious supper followed by a concert of "Thomas Bloch and Friends," featuring a rarely-played instrument called the Glass Harmonica. Created by Benjamin Franklin, the glass harmonica features a series of glasses attached by a metal rod. Slightly similar to a harpsichord, the glasses are operated by water-moistened fingers and pedals, creating ethereal, merry-go-round-like sounds. 

The concert included works by Benjamin Franklin(!), Mozart, Debussy and more. The star of the show (in my less-than-humble, totally-violin-biased opinion) was violinist/violist Cindy Wu, who blew me away with Saint-Saëns' "Fantasie for Violin and Harp."

Another treat was a visit from my best friend Dan, who flew in from NYC a couple of weekends ago. We hooked up with our other high-school bestie (also named Dan) and had quite a time--we always do. After a month and a half of being housebound, it was wonderful to enjoy dinners at two of my fave restaurants: A.O.C. and Crossroads...

Wow. Look at all that hair I had a couple of weeks ago. 
No wonder I was surrounded by cute guys.

...plus an amazing concert by the Jacaranda Music Series in Santa Monica. As part of the L.A. Phil's Minimalist Jukebox program, the night featured my two favorite chamber groups, the Calder and Lyris Quartets, joining forces on Philip Glass's score for Mishima, a film by Paul Schrader. The second half of the show included actor Franz Hans, backed by a horn band, narrating David Byrne's The Knee Plays, 14 pieces that were composed as interludes between the acts of Robert Wilson's opera Civil Wars.



And just a few more fun things to share with you: I discovered (and became a bit obsessed with) the Waterlogue app, which transforms this stunning photo...

...into this beautiful watercolor...


...and this little mutt into...


Isabel Archer, Downton Abbey style.


I binged watched a TV series--eight episodes of Broadchurch, starring David Tennant and the WONDERFUL Olivia Colman. Man, I love this lady.


I got lost in a new book. Congratulations on the Pulitzer, Ms. Tartt. Even if not everyone agrees.


 I developed a mad girl crush....


...on the gorgeous Rosamund Pike, who wowed me as Paul Giamatti's wife in Barney's Version.


...and will soon be seen in David Fincher's Gone Girl. EXCITED! EXCITED! SO EXCITED!


I know Ben Affleck is in this, but still, I am shaking with excitement.

I attended a fascinating art exhibit at 11:11 A Creative Collective  in Tarzana...


...and fell head over heels for the photography of Erin Stone...


From "Returning" by Erin Stone.

...and just enjoyed my beautiful, Mid-Century Modern neighborhood.




Now I'm off to do a little wig shopping. See you soon--and I promise it won't be long.



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